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October 08 舍&得发现自己在不断地取舍,并且发现自己有点非正常,常常在得到某物之后才深深发现此物非我心所属,所以得到后仍然要舍弃.
然而,舍弃sth是否一定意味着得到another one? 这似乎不是定理吧.
中考的时候舍弃了保送宝中重点班,结果去了深中;
高考的时候毅然反对爸爸的意见,没报广外,结果来了中大;
去年舍弃了山大交换,结果继续修完必修专选学分,见识了一下广交;
最近舍弃了高交实习,结果弄得有点游手好闲,但这是否意味着我有更充分时间准备要做的事?
前几天舍弃了保研,结果又是怎样呢?我不知道..
至少,在我舍弃以上的options之后到现在我还没有觉得任何的regret,没有埋怨自己当初的选择,算是对得起自己吧.
但偶尔,不经意,也会想到:
what if i had chosen another road?
也会被the road not taken的幻想萦绕一段时间,
What if i had gone to Bao'an Middle School instead of Shenzhen Middle School?
What if I had gone to Guangdong University of Foreign Studies instead of Sun Yat-sen University?
What if I had gone to Shandong?
What if I had accepted the internship with China Hi-tech Fair?
What if I had accepted the offer of MTI?
What if ...
我不确定我选的这条路就是正确的,但毕竟逝者如斯,我无法比较.
这一切也许在若干年以后会变成我茶余饭后的一些谈资.
但愿到时我提及时
不带半点悔意.
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